O, how I’ve wanted to pick up and blog again here like I
used to. Not because I think I
should. Not because I think I’ve
deprived anybody of anything {chortle}, but because I’ve just missed the
writing and the commenting and the creating …
But for some reason, after this summer’s events transpired
.. ugh. I had to delete some old posts
and entirely shift my photo albums around … and, of course, it still radiated “old
life, old life, old life.” Not a
sweet, spring bird little chirp … a hazy, hot late summer crow’s call. I wintered over this year in deep ways – put
myself into hibernation – and never really found the courage it took to
completely change course here at MSN. No
more detention worker, but no longer focused on teaching {not teaching at
all}. No longer married. No longer starting a family. But GOOD things have been happening , too …
so why can’t I share them here?
In many ways, this life is more healthy … but not the same,
and that sometimes takes awhile to realize.
I just need a fresh start, and I need my heart to not feel
heavy when I open up my page.
(I also need to post images more easily … and to not post comments
50 times … and to be able to disable myself from showing up in a google search
engine… I just need … more
lightness. A change.)
That said, you’re cordially invited to join me here from now on.
Because I’d like to encourage you as well as be real with
you …
I’m on my way from here to there
And visiting your Space – oh, where?
Come visit mine, I’d like to share.
Perhaps you’re someone who will care.
You’ll be surprised, I do declare.
You’re more than welcome at my lair.
Hey Lisa. I finally found your new blog again (yes I bookmarked it this time lol. I\’ve tried to leave messages there for you, but alas, I no can remember my google ID information, and then I get confused and…well, the gist of it is that I\’ve missed you soooo much! Life here keeps rolling along with (and okay maybe sometimes against) the current. So much to tell you…so much I\’ve learned–so much larger is my heart and understanding, but…well you know how it goes. Just know I think that you are the cats pajammas!